Wednesday, October 16, 2013

My Addiction

     This is hard for me to admit. I'm addicted to pornography. I have been for the last three-ish years. . The longest I have gone without viewing it during that time was seven weeks.I have also been sexting for about four and a half months. I honestly love it. I know it's wrong, and I should stop, but I just can't. I know it's hurting everyone around me and destroying my life. It makes no sense. I guess I'm only mentioning this because I feel like everyone knows already. In a way I want everyone to know, and in a way I hope no one finds out. I have told eleven people, half of which I don't talk to anymore. I also know of five people that are addicted to it also (some of those were people I told).
     Life is hard, tough, and crappy, but it can also be enjoyable, crazy, and fun. Everyone makes mistakes. But you can always try harder, you can always do better, there's always room for improvement. People forgive, and people forget, but there seems to always be a limit. It's perfectly fine to make mistakes, as long as you try your very best not to make it again, if you slip get back up and try harder because you weren't trying hard enough the first time.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Me

     I hope to post at least once a week. This is just a place for me to get my mind off things. I want to start off by saying that none of my personal information will be posted. If you have a question or comment leave it in the comment box and i will do my best to reply.
      I have lived in two states. I am eighteen and currently attending college. I have four siblings, I guess you could say a perfectly normal family.
      I am warning you now, some of my posts might be somewhat inappropriate. If you cant handle it, leave now. I don't want to offend anyone, and I am sorry if I do. Please let me know, so that i can try to not make the same mistake.
     Everything I post is to help me think. It is my thoughts and actions. Everything is as true and accurate as I can get it. Share your opinion if you want, I would love to hear it.
     This was just for me to get started and to introduce myself to you a little bit. My Imperfectness will be revealed more so next time.