I am so sick and tired of always being a pushover. I'm one of those people that if someone asks me to do something and I don't want to or even if I know I can't, I will almost always end up giving in. I don't like "standing up for myself" because I don't want to be rude to the other person. I don't want them to be mad at me. But sometimes I do have things I need to get done and can't worry about others. I am sick of people thinking they can say whatever they want to me, and them treating me like they are in charge of me. I'm not going to put up with it anymore.
I got enough of this shit from my family and old friends and tried to eliminate it and now its all just coming back. I never realize I chose friends like that until its too late. It makes me afraid that I can't find friends who will treat me right and respect me. From now on I'm going to stand up for myself and tell people when they are treating me in a way I don't like.
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